yet another cold rainy day....:)

...so its yet another cold rainy day...and I'm sitting at work doing nothin at all....this work gets to me ....coz what i have to do ...i DONT want to....its non-intellectual, non-responsive....im not saying that Putnams was thrilling work...but I learnt something everyday, from a better way to make/serve food.....to shortcuts..... to how to deal with people...that I miss....i spent one year here and for all the work i had to do in school before or after that I found my job a relief......this work!?....isnt like that.....let me just put it that way...

...so my thesis advisor doesn't show up (they seem to forget about me on a regular basis - would that be coz they have faith in that i know what i am doing....or i don't do enough for them to think about at all!.....hmmm..something to think about:).....and i spent a constructive 45 minutes designing...and then a whole ton of time day-dreaming.....where would i be without day-dreams?....a lot more bored for sure:)......so these days with the end of my education career approaching an imminent end....i fantasize every day about my new job....and oh...please don't think this is some way-out off the cuff kinda thing....it is a very organized world in my head.....it has a past , a present and a future....everyday i take off from where i left it the day before....so you see its not as much a fantasy world as it is......an "alternative"reality.....that......doesn't exist:)....you get my drift don't you?

so this morning...on my bus ride from South to North i figured out exactly what I want to be doing....in my alternative world of course.......so I imagine giving a very successful Thesis presentation with my advisors and Josephine (my VR prof)....and she brings along this person who is headhunting people for a job....you can see where this is goin.....he looks at my Thesis and Eureka!...this girl is it!!!!....well you see he is the head of a company that design Virtual Environments and Games....he is the head designer too...and he needs a second-in-command.....my job description would be ..first a purely architectural one...he designed the world conceptually and I detail it out....if it was set in a city i design the city...the massing of the buildings...the roads etc....
this design i hand over to the the model makers...and they actually build the city.....then comes my second role as the co-ordinator....i work with the guys making the models..and the people scripting the language to detail the environment and I ensure there is a cohesive product at the end of it.....logical huh??....of course I would be waaay thinner and wearing designer clothes(mal's latest shopping comes close...id settle for that..right mal?;).....and commuting between San Francisco and New York.....in both places of course I would have apartments (not big ones...just one in Manhattan and one in Market Street SFO..just enough place for me:)....

see no biggie at all........